L.O.V.E.

Love?

Speaking about this I'm really scared and tired of it. It does not because I'm give up or hated it just I'm really tired of it. Before this I love "SOMEONE" for almost 6 years and at the end I just realize it's give me nothing. I don't blame him cos I never told him how much he means to me. Until now I think he still have a lot of space in my heart. I just don't know why it's hard to erased him from there. After that, when I'm here I found someone who really cares and love me. He teach me how to love someone unconditionally cos when I'm with him I feel so small and unsecured because I know who I'm. I'm not perfect ++ I'm not pretty. Standing beside him make me likes Beauty & The Beast. But I open my heart to him and we shared our moments together.

When I'm become a little bit confidence and then he was taking away from me. I don't blame anyone. I just accept it as God's faith. I'm just hoping he's happy up there. Always pray for his happiness cos the moment we shared together was a sweet moment in my life. I never feel so much loved before from a man. He makes myself so precious. He always said that "Maybe I'm not special to anyone but I'm special for him" I'll remember that all my life. Oppa sarang-hae...

So I keep on living cos I know I can't turn back and He won't coming back. I keep myself busy so I'll not thinking anything related to that. I think I don't want to think or hoping anymore cos I don't want through it again....

The End...